May 23, 2021

end of the world (as seen by a stray dog who doesn’t it’s the end of the world)

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(heads up! listen to the poem here)


 (for my friend and teacher Wayne Gilbert)

 

perhaps this is a poem

                or ancient prophecy echoing thru the ether

                or page three hundred and three of the g.e.

                refrigerator repair manual

                                or too much caffeine

                too much ambition

perhaps i’m walking the block

in high tech shoes of direction and destination

or maybe i’m just spinning the earth with my feet

this might be september

                                and the moon is shaped like a riddle

                too big to smash with a hammer

this might be a fishbowl

                and i’m just another fishy citizen

                working in a fish stick factory

                                i eat and shit and work

                work and shit and eat

                and then pray for god to come and clean the water

this might be the sticky afterbirth

                or the moment of climax, or the wink

                of spanish fly in a young woman’s eye

                                and a new spirit hovering over

a faded blue buick with steamed up windows

                                young spirit waiting to enter

                the motel called mother

this might be the right circumstance

                in a misfit context

this might be a daytime tv talk show

this might be a keystone cops movie

                or maybe both

                                grainy black and white

                                big hat, billy club

                                                rescue of the whispering

whimpering mr and ms damsel

                tongue tied to the railroad tracks

                                of tv guru voodoo

this might be a snow globe

                 and i should feel foolish

                for not believing in fairytales

this might be candy-hopscotch-doo-dah- mountain

                where happiness glows like a crack-pipe cherry

                where catfish swim with dog packs of dolphin

                                grapevines sing songs of festival wine

                and all the spy satellites hold hands and twinkle

                                                                                together

this might be a motor-home graveyard

                flat hills of empty shells and grey weather

                                dead center of humdrum

                where hummingbirds forget how to hum

                and drop dead

this might be trick photography

or the rare occurrence of natural magic

                behold the mighty onion

                                a gallery of curtains

                unwarp the mummy from the mummy and wah-lah

no more universe

perhaps there’s another universe next door

                that looks and smells and shakes just like this one

                except no one there sings songs

                                  about onions (let’s go!)

this might be leap year

                and all the leap frogs are leaving this world

                to orbit some other mud puddle

                                bum around in limbo

snuggle up in candy-colored god clusters

                get too heavy with philosophy and fall down

tomorrow it will rain frogs

this may seem crazy

                but this might be someone else’s fever dream

                and i’m sleeping in the wrong head

this might be the day before i die

                and i’m here to cast the first stone

                                to fill my coffin with novocain

                comic books and last minute field goals

perhaps this the end of the world

                                                                as we know it and

                ʆi… ʆfeel… ʆfine

perhaps all of this could be or should

be or once was

                                long ago

                                                                all i know is

                i misspoke, tried to sing a choked

                bit my tongue so hard it made me cry

and i can’t see anything very clear

                perhaps 

                this is a poem

 


 some new poems from my old friend wayne gilbert

poets for poests and stories tellers united writers pantry


20 comments:

  1. Wow! I love this poem! So many awesome lines here

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    1. sorry i missed this comment the first time around, glad you enjoyed this jyp

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  2. "and I'm sleeping in the wrong head"

    your poetry is incandescent. looking forward to reading more (but it's late atm and I need to go to sleep, so another day) ~

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    1. thank you grapeling (great handle btw) glad you liked, and take your time, no rush, these poems are going anywhere so you have lots of time

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  3. Phillip, you wrote of a nice journey, cockeyed, but nice to read.
    I loved the "this might be's" coming and coming again.
    My favorite line was of your "moon is shaped like a riddle" as
    I love riddles and puzzles to solve.
    ..

    too big to smash with a hammer

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  4. I think it's a tour de force! I l first read it without the sound and liked it very much. Then, listening as well as reading, simultaneously, brought it even more alive.

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  5. totally love the imagery in the poem.
    perhaps there are other alternate universes and our selves are all going about our business in each one at the same time.
    just when will "all the spy satellites hold hands and twinkle together"?
    good to hear the poet reciting his work, and yes, i like how you said "i feel fine". :)

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    1. thank you dsnake, and my guess is spy satallites will never hold hands, but one can only hope

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  6. This poem indeed lets us know there are so many possibilities out there, that we should not take things for granted.
    But my favourite lines:
    "this might be september
    and the moon is shaped like a riddle"

    Thanks for dropping by my blog
    Much❤love

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  7. Great rhythm ...great poem... am tongue tied to the railroad tracks.I bet this phrase becomes au courant in the vernacular.. I wrote a poem once about singing Purcell to onions ....Love the humour in this as well.I like the Pharaoh inspired filling the coffin with novocain and comics LOL ...Thank you.

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  8. I would love to know about your 'process' ... how you decide which direction to head in, or should I say which directions ~ you head in many. Which makes your poetry so fascinating.

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    1. thanks helen! thats a great question, i haven't thought about it in a while. well poems like this i don't write in one "sitting", if fact i never "plan" a poem like this. i write everyday but mostly random, or flow of consciousness type stuff, things i see, things i hear, just write it all down. and then later i start putting things together, like a puzzle, and over time it becomes a poem. some of these get written over the coarse of several months. hope this helps you helen.

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  9. This is poetic Jazz. I enjoyed your reading, how your voice and tone pulls us deeper into the poem. There is so much life made poetry in this piece. And the following lines made me shiver:

    "where hummingbirds forget how to hum

    and drop dead"

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    1. thank you magaly, so glad you enjoyed this

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  10. Oh yes, without a doubt yours is a POEM! The imagery is rich and affecting. I love everything about it. I enjoyed listening to you read it out loud. Thank you.

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